Monday, November 9, 2009
Entering puberty, i was exposed to what is now called "the call of the flesh". it may not be a loud-sounding call then --- maybe a whisper but remains so tempting and invigorating that there is no choice but to give in. It will start as an act of curiosity, then a mechanical act, then actions with inputs of the naughtiness and creativity of the sensual mind.
my sexual fantasy, what is it?
As an teenager i would love to meet my idol on television. I am too meek and "good" to entertain thoughts leading to bed and positions thereafter. When i finally plunged into practice as a result of responding to sexual awakening and satisfying sexual awareness, the fantasy goes deeper. This time the arousal is not limited to the visual but the sensation accompanying what the eyes can see. I was satisfied before to mere observations --- the watcher. Now i intend to be participative, to be bolder and more experimental.
Who would not have sexual fantasies with a professor in college? A sportsman? a matinee idol or even a wrestling superstar. Who would not fantasize over muscles, curves and bulges? Who would not waste sexual liquidities to the thought of fondling, caressing and the act of copulation? These are the times when we become vulnerable to the call of the flesh. And with experience and right judgment, we still give in. Who would not let go of pretensions when sexual fantasy is formed, or better, fulfilled?
Now, fantasies are hiding on the neurons behind sensous brain cells. Maybe because most of the fantasies are already fulfilled. maybe because the fantasies are actual "past" activities undertaken. For instance, does a sensuous massage or soaping one another on the shower still a fantasy? Does making out in front of a mirror (or a videocam) exciting still? Will pleasure derived from BDSM appealing to everyone? If there will be fantasies to talk about, i have to say, it must be powerful enough to produce a tingling sensation and realistic enough to have them fulfuilled... right this very moment perhaps? :)
thank you nightcharm.com for the picture
thank you nightcharm.com for the picture
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