Thursday, November 26, 2009
I remember when the day i met you online as i was awed by your facial expression. Your face reminds me of a popular movie and television star who, despite not having the lean and model-like body, was gifted with an oozing sex appeal. Imagine someone like that appearing by the "single and available"section. Imagine someone like that answering every message and humbly shy away after complements. I remember.
After months of continuously bothering sending you messages, viewing your pictures and conversing through mobile, i felt fondness. I am sure someone so uniquely situated into chatting with someone without a webcam and mic amidst splash of technological advancement has doubts. I think i will have doubts being placed to that situation.
There are ups and downs and many times my profile was deleted in the friend's list. yet many times you came back apologizing. My fondness intensifies. Then i remember having this feeling decades back. It brings memories when youth offers a glimpse of infatuation and emotional longing-ness. I experienced this times in the past! this is puppy love!
I experienced years ago to wait for the night to talk to you. i experienced the tingling reaction when you say good night and hello on any telecommunication platform. I still get high on the attention you have given me. And i am hurting if we end up fighting on petty things or when there are nights you never go online. I remember this. I experienced this.
Now, i am within the grasp of "puppy falling" again. But i ask myself: Will the experience and countless exposure to possible relationship applies for me to cut this momentary online encounter or to shove away all standards and accept the fact that pupply love, like many things in love, is sweeter the second (or how many) time around?
Iam still undecided. Are you?
After months of continuously bothering sending you messages, viewing your pictures and conversing through mobile, i felt fondness. I am sure someone so uniquely situated into chatting with someone without a webcam and mic amidst splash of technological advancement has doubts. I think i will have doubts being placed to that situation.
There are ups and downs and many times my profile was deleted in the friend's list. yet many times you came back apologizing. My fondness intensifies. Then i remember having this feeling decades back. It brings memories when youth offers a glimpse of infatuation and emotional longing-ness. I experienced this times in the past! this is puppy love!
I experienced years ago to wait for the night to talk to you. i experienced the tingling reaction when you say good night and hello on any telecommunication platform. I still get high on the attention you have given me. And i am hurting if we end up fighting on petty things or when there are nights you never go online. I remember this. I experienced this.
Now, i am within the grasp of "puppy falling" again. But i ask myself: Will the experience and countless exposure to possible relationship applies for me to cut this momentary online encounter or to shove away all standards and accept the fact that pupply love, like many things in love, is sweeter the second (or how many) time around?
Iam still undecided. Are you?
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